Today, Ryan started his seventh week of chemo {isn't he the cutest, even with no hair!}... I should say that I waffled on whether or not to talk about it here. I don't consider myself a writer by any means, and I didn't think that my words could do the experience justice. {i.e. chemo sucks and that's all I have to say about it} But then today, I took some lunch to Ryan while he was at the clinic... we sat and chatted about his new proposal for work and laughed about the 'goings on' in the hospital. It felt like any other day in that moment, I made him get his picture taken even though he hates it. I wanted to remember this time in our life when once again {because this is our third freakin' go around with cancer... I mean seriously, get out of town you little monster!} life seems unfair and rock bottom but despite all of that, we somehow manage to laugh, move on and keep loving each other. That's the stuff people and don't you forget it. xo.
This made me tear up. I love you guys and am proud to have such a strong friend (you!). I wish I could be there in person for you but I will be here for you in whatever way I can. Xxoo
Posted by: Mandy | 30 January 2012 at 08:45 PM
Cara, I just love you to pieces...it's good to put words like these out into the universe. very good:) We should meet up in person sometime soon...lunch, a stroll through duke gardens, a little yoga session. whatever. hugs and love to you, Ryan and L.
Posted by: Holli | 31 January 2012 at 03:59 AM
love and peace Cara! what courage you have, I hope for health and healing for your sweetie!
Posted by: Shanti | 02 February 2012 at 06:33 PM
i love you dear heart. you two are amazing. truly. xoxo lea
Posted by: Lea | 22 April 2012 at 04:05 PM